*The Princess Diary*
Saturday, March 06, 2004
ayee. orange is a nice nice colour. so pretty. just as pretty and as sugar sweet pink. awww. =) okok. orange isnt my fav colour i know, but i think it's it's nice all the same, and it can look great when the shade and tone is just right. i dont really like those kind of dull and dark orange... looks like of mouldy or spoiled. eeew. anyway. i just want to proclaim that orange is a beautiful colour and i love it. =) haha. i bet all of you think im mad. maybe i am. =P but some of my friends may know the orange story. heh. so funny. bleahh. my mum baked choc chips cookies today. it is sooo good but its kindda bad because im eating non-stop and i can feel myself expanding (i think). and ive pigged out on cappucino ice cream and the choc chip cookies dipped with rich creamy choc sauce. as if it wasnt sinful enough. my mind really should stop coming up with weird but delicious ideas that are damn fattening. my mum should know what i mean. haha. i was making some potato for my sis to try and i added soo much mayo and mozarella and cheddar and magarine... i think my mum freaked. heh. but i like experimenting new stuff... like baking... its soo much fun!
anyway i think my sis can afford the calories. she's so freaking skinny. i cant stand it when i stand next ti her i feel like im some sort of fat dumpling, which again, im my friends' eyes, is totally not true. they better not read what i just said abt me being fat because they think im skinny and im indirectly insulting them. haha. but that's nott truee. sighh.
and i still think of that someone. siigh. apparently, this is fierce competition. i dont stand a chance... but that's beside the point... argh. i miss that someone!!! and i think that someone does know. i really dunno what to do now. should i be happy, as edwin says, that he knows? im soo confused. all i feel is... im not sure how i feel either. im just too tiredd. yawn. i still miss....
has been a tiring day because i slept late last night chatting online and then today jensen and i planned to meet at the lrt at 6.30 but he was damn pro. he made me promise not to be late but he himself was late for like 40 mins. damn smart. haha. so we went school to paint the interact banner and only did i realize that there was absolutely nobody there and everyone was dashing off for their ccas at 8.30 leaving me behind. i cant paint the banner. really sorryyy but ive nv painted a banner in my whole life except for once in se but i hardly did anything. i cant remember doing anything. even the hanging up of the banner which was supposedly my task, samuel and wai lee ad volunteered to do it for me so i really did nothing. haha. so anyway. im really sorry i couldnt help. i think ill only destroy the whole banner. so after that i left rj. and ohh i want to join chamber!!! im having my audition on mon. which hardly leaves me much time to practise but who cares? i dont really care. i want to join chamber to play in the concert!!! please let me get in ok? yay. anyway, i'll pray hard i dont screw up or anything for my aufition. yup. and im still soo tired. i think im gonna sleep soon. my eyebags are all coming out and i must look a sight now... soo runned down i guess. and tml i'll be going out to allson's cafe fountainbleau for lunch so i'll be even more tired i guess. yawn. night.
and i hope you have a good night rest too.
ohh ive got 7 points. i hope i can stay. it isnt fabulous i know, but at least it's ok. the pple here in rj are all fantastically smart, i think they're from mars or somewhere else. almost everybody is a 6 pointer, and those who get 7 are usually those who got a2s for strategic subjects while getting the rest all a1s. siigh. everyone is comparing the no of a1s they got. im happy for my friends. i think they can all stayy. yay. shi ying got 10a1s and 1a2!! super smart. im so hapy for her. yay. haha. steph also got 10a1s. =) and karthick and eunice are the top students in their school, tog with steph. all so brilliant. i hope i can stay. madan got 10 but his appeal is successful, thank goodness. adzfar has a 9 and i think his appeal failed. im sad for him. i want him to stay because he is that kind of sociable nice guy who teases people and cracks jokes and cheer people up. =) and he's soo generous... always offering people food and treating him drinks and stuff like that. and ohh... he baked marvellous cookied for us on valentines day. i hope he stays through the general appeal or whatever. as long as he stays!!! and sadly, i think my class is gonna get disbanded. a lot of pple are speculating that too. it's like half my class takes chinese and the other dont, and some are changing combi and everything, so my class, basically, is in chaos. jonathan is going to the engine fac and changwen also... and adzfar might be going tj and fairuz... that 6 pointer is going to go poly. whatever for??? he thinks poly is just much more fun. eeks. my class is dyingg. i hope they dont seperate us too much... i wanna be in the same class as shi ying, aisyah, eunice and geri and dexter and jiawen and... everyone laa...
i got a 17.5/40 for my chem test which actually is a pass, which i shd be proud of because sum pple dun even get 17.5. and seriously, i was expecting a single digit. still, i think i better buck up a bit more and start paying more attention in lectures. math lecture test was okk i think. i think i can pass hopefully... but im not sure either. haha. and then... physics. it was okk too, just that my answers are all so stupid that they are impossible, though i did apply those formulae that i memorize the day before. which was last thurs and i skipped school that day to eat sakae sushi with my mum. i know that sounds so corny and lame. haha. but i was not exactly feeling very well that morning so i decided not to go school. i like school in fact. i was bored at home before going out... i miss a special someone. haha. i shant disclose who, but yeah. i miss that person.
infatuation was thought of as a disease of the eye. i forgot where i read that from... i shant comment too much... except that that someone is so cutee. =) and my friends all say we look very compatible and stuff but... oh well. whatever. im in rj to study and do well and get my As then move on to uni and get my cert then go work. siigh. life's tough. i want to study overseas!!! why am i whinning so much? i really should stop being so whiny. im sighing and whining and complaining everyday. which is bad. and i like to jump arnd when im happy and fan myself when ahem ahem appears. haha. i think im spastic. now the whole class of girls and sum other girls are also fanning themselves and jumping arnd and everyone keeps pointing at me and saying that all those dumb moves originated from me. hmm. shd i be proud of that? haha
and ohh, dexter and jiawen apparantly told me that they think i look like an ah lian and a tai tai. as in, depending on how i dress like. so that's good i figure, since im more flexible and can play arnd with my looks more. =)
was bertram's birthday yesterday. =) happy birthday bertram!!! after school, me and aisyah had gone to holaand v burger king for lunch for some special reasons... heh. and now im a bit nervous because of some special reasons again. siigh. it's like an open secret now. i think my whole class knows because i tell those i trust, and ended up with almost the whole class knowing except woon yang. i really really didnt want him to know... i dunno why either. i just dun want him to know.. but shi ying slipped it out so now he knows. and he thinks it's damn funny to keep talking about the guy becuase he has been bugging me to tell him who the guy is since long ago just that i refuse to do so. and now that he knows, i feel pissed. argh. im mean but whatever. ohh btw, im not angry with shi ying or anything =). it's really okk. so shi yingg... you can relax!!! haha.
this is a damn long blog. thank me ok. it's just a summary of what has been going on in my life. hmm... i minused those parts about hanging out with friends because it's getting kind of routine. and ohh. my shopping stuff... i think its boring pple out, though i dunno why i shd care since this is MY blog in the first place. i didnt really get much anyway, just a deep shade of blue glittery eye shadow that looks real nice and a tube of shimmer glitter stuff. fabulous!!! and ohh lastly, compliments and scandals. haha.. i dun wanna sound conceited and bragging or anything liddat. so that's that. =)